I’m so sorry for pushing you away. I was going through a hard time and the only thing I had to do is push everyone away, so I did. I didn’t do anything I did based on my feelings. I was in love with you, but I was going through things that made it seem like I didn’t like you because  what I was going through was all I had in my head.

I will never forget how good you and your family where with me. Your mom was the sweetest person I have ever met in my life. Trust me if I could change the past I would but I know it’s too late or at least, I think it’s too late. Maybe you were right person wrong time. I will never forget that you were the guy who asked me if it was okay to touch me, the guy who shook my dads hands and asked my parents for permission in order to go out and ride around, the guy who saw through all my imperfections and complimented me all the time.

Yes you, I just have to let you know that I love you. – you know who I am.