I just wanted to let you know that I’m sorry. I’m sorry for all the pain i’ve caused you in a such short period of time. From the day I met you I knew that it was gonna be you. The person that I go through everything with. We are both mentally fucked but there was something about you that I keep holding onto. Idk what it is. But it’s making me miss us. Miss you. You were the only person that mentally fucked with my head. But i like that about us. We have a toxic kinda love that I can’t let go of. You made me realize what love is. I think. But what i do know is that i love you. I don’t know if you’ll ever forgive me for the shit i’ve done. but just know that i want to fix things with you. like mature people. not children. I love you. 
-A