I miss you. I took so many things for granted. I miss me time in a relationship. I miss going out to lunch with you. I miss laughing with you. I miss your jokes (even the ones I said I hated but now I miss). I miss your pets. I miss drivers Ed and PE. Ferris Bueller’s day off will never be the same. I wish I could do it all over and have you back just one last time. Even though I’m with someone new and I hate myself I’m still attached. I might even still be in love. There are so many things I want to tell you sometimes. Vinnie I miss you. So much. And I know because you’ll never see this it doesn’t mean much but hopefully you know how I feel in your heart. Goodbye bubba. I loved you.