I know you are the one who did me dirty. But this is for me owning up to my mistakes.

I’m sorry things got violent. I’m sorry I never went all in, I’m sorry that I didn’t trust you the second time around. I’m sorry I wanted you to pay for your mistakes. And I’m sorry that I never asked you to Marry me. 
I just wasn’t ready. I see now that we were supposed to end when the party ended. But I didn’t want to let you go. Thought I could save us, thought we would be together for ever. Now looking back, I wish I would of been the one that got away instead of the one that wouldn’t let go
I’m sorry