I wish I told you every night how much i loved you, I wish we took more adventures to rediscover our inner child. These past couple of months we have been doing a lot of digging and rediscovery of ourself separately. I am trying to come to terms, with you falling out of love with me, but I understand that this doesn’t happen all at once it happens through disappointment, disaffection, and Indifference. Sometimes life gets difficult – work related issues come up or family and we turn into zombies reliving each day trying to catch up and extinguish the small fires in our lives.

I hope these sessions can help both of us heal from this journey amicably and not turn the beauty of what was love into hate. I think it can be very easy to turn love into hate since love is such a strong emotion the only other strong emotion we can compare it to  is hate. This makes it seem like they are just a hairline away. I don’t ever want to hate you, you have taught me so much about myself in these 7 years and you have motivated me to put myself first and seek help, set boundaries and rediscover ways to love myself.