Dear Jeff,
I sincerely hope you are doing well. I, on the other hand, am a complete and utter mess. I don’t know left from right, up from down. I even forgot how to cross a road, you have no idea how many near-accidents I have had in the recent weeks.
I just don’t understand how I could be so blind, and so stupid. Everyone warned me about you from the day I met you, but I never listened. I was so consumed by love, you were my knight in shining armour, my rock and my shield, you were my sun and my moon, you were literally my everything. I gave everything I had to you. I sacrificed so much for you.
Why did you do this to me? Lie to me all along, abuse me, beat me, degrade and humiliate me in front of people. How could you change and become such a monster. I have only come to recently realize that you did not change, you were a monster all along, pretending to be an angel.
I’m a mess
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