Adriana, What else is there too say, Its been nearly 2 months since the last break up and it gets worse everyday. I have slowly expected the fact that right now and possibly forever your gone and i might not even see you again.. Writing this makes me feel like such a idiot for what I’ve done in the past and my actions post break-up. Spamming your phone with calls and texts over the past month and a half probably has annoyed the shit out of you and just made things worse. I’m working on myself to not be that same person i was. Yes my depression will always be there but that can take a back seat considering how its effecting my life. Before you came into my life i didn’t even know how to treat a girl properly i never had a “real” relationship, but with you you gave me that relationship i was waiting for and i thank you for that. Thank you for lessons you thought me during our 6 months and too make me a stronger and better person for the future. I wish i could go back in time and change how i was. I’m sorry for putting the spotlight on you at all times and making you feel all the shit i get. Sorry for not being there for you when you really needed it, Sorry for not holding you closer than i should of ever done. As long your doing alright after this breakup, that’s all i care of is that your okay and you will continue too be, no matter what happens to me or what i do as long your okay. Wish i could hold you in my arms one last time, – Thanks for everything