Dear A,
I wish i could let go but i love you so much more than you could ever possibly know. i loved you since the first time we talked. You talked to me for a straight 2 hours to get my mind off of something that was really stressing me out. yeah. that was almost 2 years ago. and im still breaking. i still cant get it off my mind. I think about you all the damn time. I miss hearing your voice at 1 am and your cute ass falling asleep in your grey hoodie with all of your lights on. or how you would tie workout bands in your hair with a bow just to make me laugh. i miss your laugh. you always complain about how much you hate it. its loud and obnoxious but its just so perfect in my mind. i honestly couldnt tell you why it is. but it is. i miss your big deep brown eyes looking so deeply into mine. you would always stare into mine going “your eyes are gorgeous,i can even see myself” wow, that dumb little comment made me so happy. im sorry that i decided to tell you after we broke up how much im in love with you. i cant get you off my mind and i dont think ill ever be able to. i love you