Hey Paul,

I just wanted to send a quick message and apologize for the way I’ve acted and behaved these past few days. You must have been hurt and you’re mad at me. I don’t want for us to have a grudge against each other anymore.

I had some serious and deeply ingrained self issues that I should have tried harder to work out by myself but I didn’t and our relationship and you suffered for my mistake.

Im apologizing cuz I feel bad for hurting your feelings again. Got guilty after you looked at me pissed…I feel so much pain for making you feel that Im embarrassing you and/or mocking you in public.

I realize that it’s not enough to repair the damage I cost our relationship so I understand if you can’t forgive me right away.