I can’t believe I’m evening writing this wish I didn’t but i need to put what happened in the past and move on to something bigger and better. He hurt me and lied to me making me think that we’d be together and he’ll never leave my side and we would ride for each other no matter what I was always there for him not matter what I loved him with all my heart and it was really love and in return I got fake love I should have known I’m smarter that but love makes you blind to the most obvious things. He was a very hurt person his heart was hurt I’ve learned hurt people hurt people and he’s got some healing to do on his own.

I also need to improve on myself and love myself before giving it to anyone work on myself and not settle for someone Ik doesn’t fit me money means nothing to be all I wanted was to be loved that all I ever wanted but I should started showing myself more love instead of trying to get it from someone.

Anthony I wish you noting but the best in life even though you hurt me and betrayed me I don’t hate you I just wish you would have told me you didn’t want me instead of resulting this if you didn’t want me I wouldn’t have begged you to stay. You leaving opened my eyes that you never know anyone’s true intention and words mean nothing of there’s nothing action behind it. And lastly always go with your intuition. You messed up something that could have been great that would have lasted we could have built memories together i don’t regret meeting you and hope you get better mentally and physical.

Love, A To Pooh