I know you’ll never see this. I just wanted to wish you a very special happy birthday tomorrow. I never forgot that special date. 

I wish I could spend it with you like we used to. I wish I had one more chance to make it right. It will be 20 years in July since we officially broke up. I am.crying as I write this.

I never found anyone like you again. I’ve never loved anyone like you. I have deep deep regrets. I would do so many things differently. I just wish I had that chance but I don’t.

Happy birthday! I know what I’d do for you too. Make your favorite dinner and surprise you with the car you always wanted.

I know you don’t feel the same. I realize that. I just needed to share this, because not a day goes by that I don’t think about you.

Happy birthday, from ‘me.’