IA, I want to say thank you, from the deepest part of my heart. Thank you for everything you have done, which was none for me but all about you. Thank you for at least doing the bare minimum, and to others that maybe a lot, and may seem as if you really over care and maybe you do, but that is as far as it goes. The pickups, the dropoffs, the fact that you always available because you work in a family environment, makes it look good, and every girl dreams of someone to be that vested in them. But after months, they realise, that thats all you have to offer oh and then drives that may look like date nights, because you cannot take them home and that in the real  world they only exist for the shadows. No surprised unplanned events, no spoils, no lets plan this, lets do that, lets go here, unless it is something that is for your benefit.

Your sex isn’t even fantasizing, as you foreplay until we need in the mood and then lay their like a stud, it has even begun and then its actually done. You always have so much to talk about others, constant drama, constant pettiness, constant reassurance, because of what you do with others, you constantly on your toes about if we know, or if we are doing the same. They take you as are the most loveable person, not knowing your actual game you play. You would make up things you need to do with family members, you would check-in constantly, you never dammit have data gosh, and when you do its because you being sneaky.

The reason why you don’t want us mingling with your ex and make them out to be this crazy psychotic person, because you are afraid of the truth being revealed. You can fool everyone, and we can fool you back, we will use you for the benefit, and pretend as much as you do. You always going to find your match until the day you learn loyalty something you don’t possess. You cannot be friends with someone from the opposite sex and you have proved that. You can also walk past someone and not flicker an eye-lid yet secretly laying up in there bed at night. You can be praising another person while at the same time be trash talking them so badly and discard them when you faced with revelations, you have no heart.

You always have a back up plan, and someone on the side to fulfil your desires. So here what I wanted to say, thank you on behalf of every female you made feel this way, thank you for showing us what men are like, what they do, and the games they play in order to feel masculine. I pity the women you were married to, as I can only imagine how she felt against you, and I just had to approach her, as i needed to understand and hear he side, whatever was to happen or how ever she would have reacted was for me to deal with. AND GUESS WHAT? You are seriously SICK, that psycho bitch as you refer her to is the most amazing lady, the most caring and understanding human I have seen towards her ex, for someone who trash talks there ex that much you’d think they would be bitter too, but the total opposite, I cant imagine what your marriage used to be like.

Nonetheless, I WANT TO END OFF BY SAYING, YOU LOST A DIME, YOU COULD’CE HAVE THE MOST AMAZING FAMILY, BUT YOU NOT MAN ENOUGH FOR HER. ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS CONTINUE ON YOUR JOURNEY AS YOU WILL REALISE WHEN ITS TOO LATE, AND YOU WONT HAVE NO CONTROL OF IT. THAT QUEEN IS GETTING ALL SHE DESERVES, BEHIND THE SCENES, A REAL MAN IS TAKING CARE OF HER HEART AND I am happy I got to let my guard down and not follow off what a man tells me. Thank you for the lift club while it lasted as that was all you had to offer