It has been almost four years since we have said our goodbye. Four long years. A lot has happened in that time. I’ve found a new love. Had two amazing children. Life is great. Sometimes. There are them times when I just sit here and think that life would have been like if we were still together. I think about the old times that we had and it just brings a huge smile to my face, then usually tears. I miss it. Then I come to the realization that I might just possibly still love you. Gives the reasons why I still think about you, cry over you, and some nights, even dream about you. I think I still love you. Your gorgeous eyes. Your amazing smile. Even the way you used to say my name. The way I felt every time you would just look at me. There are them days when I sit here by myself and wish you were here. With me.

Then reality sets in. That was four years ago. Maybe it is time to set you free. Let you live your life the way you had planned your life to go before you had even met me. So I am letting you go, but before I do let me tell you this.

I want you to be happy. Find the love of your life, get married, have beautiful children. I want you too to feel like there is no better feeling in the world than what you will have then. I just want you too be happy. Even if it is not with me. That is all I have ever wanted for you. So I will now say goodbye. Have a wonderful life, but still know that you will always have a special place in my heart.