Thanks…

Thanks…

Thanks…

LTME-postBrennan,

Thanks… Thanks for the false hopes and millions of lies. Thanks for the millions of memories that’ll never leave my mind no matter how I hard I try. Thanks for the words, the sounds, the smells, and the feelings that’ll always bring me back to you. Thanks for ruining my trust and love for people. Thanks for the pain, the suffering, and the agony that fill up my body. Thanks for the ups and downs. For the tons of now wasted papers marked up with what our future could have been. For showing me some of the evil in this world. Thanks for getting me to feel bad about my body and who I am. Thanks for helping the side of me I didn’t want out, be released. Thanks for the billions of meaningless ‘I love you’s and ‘I need you’s. Thanks for every burden, every memory you just threw out, everything that I now get to carry around and decide what to do with even though I’m in pain. I hate that we ended but yet I hate that we even were together. The pain and scares will take forever to heal but at least the abuse is over with. At least the crying will come to an end soon. Our relationship was like every toxic relationship just in a somewhat different way as well. I know I will get better but the way you treated me cut very deep so it’s going to take awhile to heal. I may never fully heal from what you did but some healing is what I hope to get to in life. At least to be happy and love again… I hope your decision was worth it. I wish you well on whatever comes your way.

Goodbye, Brennan.

Thanks…

-Vivienne

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