Dear j

why did you have to let me go like you did

I mean you already let me know but why

if you were a real man you would’ve stayed by my side

If you were a real man

you wouldn’t have kept it in for so long

why couldn’t you just fucking stay

matter of fact I didn’t want you to stay

you’ve changed into a monster over the months we’ve been together

you were mind controlling

You were mentally and verbally abusive

why did I let it go down for along time

when I promised myself I wouldn’t let a fucking prick  walk over me again you make me so mad thinking how I wasted my time on you its just because It was like I was stuck in a hole for so long that I couldn’t get out of

But you know what I’m good now

I feel pretty awesome

I feel free

I don’t feel depressedanymore like u were making me me

Fuck you very much