My Dear,
im scared of letting you go, because once you leave my life will be empty. you gave me my best memories and i want to thank you for that. i want to walk up to you every morning and just look you in the eye and tell you i love you. i fell in love with you the way we fall asleep, slowly and then all at once. everyday you made me fall in love with you over and over again.
you made me smile and laugh even before we were together, you always knew exactly what i needed to hear and when i needed to hear it. you knew me better than i knew myself. and sometimes i regret falling for you. but now its too late because for the very first time ive fallen and your not here to help me up. in fact right now, your probably pretending, that what happens to me makes no difference to your existence.
ive apologised to you over and over again but somehow youve taken it upon yourself to not forgive me. its like your blaming me everyday. whatever happened wasnt supposed to, we werent supposed to end this way, you were the one that said it. your parent, sadly is the reason we are so far apart today. the reason you cant say you still love me and the reason i cant do the same.
im sorry to be saying this but its true. and regardless that you might never read this letter, even if you do you wont know who wrote it. you should know i love you and i always will. forever. and yes i will still ignore the world for you.
love you always and forever my darling. <3