I wish you contacted me now, saying you would like to give it a try.
I cant stop thinking about you.
I wish you put yourself in my place and saw the power in me.

I wish I could tell you that its not a good time for me but I would love to be in touch with you again once things are calmer for me. I am so stressed now, scared if things will be fine I would like to get to know you, you inspire me, I found you so handsome..although there is something in me that doesnt allow me.
Maybe I know too you are not the one for me. Or maybe its just not the time I would like to open myself to you..you havent given me a chance to do so.

I still cant face the fact there is not going to be anything between us.
Ai..Aidan. You are lovely. Goodbye.