I don’t know where else to go and express how i am feeling at this point… When i found out the news i wanted to cry but there weren’t any tears left … I told everyone i had moved on… Truth is it’s killing me… There was still a tiny bit of hope left in me thinking we would one day patch things up but i know now that i’m living in my own fantasy, one that’s kept me from facing reality which is that u and I will never be together again. I just can’t believe it… I just can’t….. My heart and mind won’t let me go to that place.. To know you have loved someone else and went so far as to make her ur wife… My heart sank and i am trying to think rationally but i can’t… The only thing that hurt more then how we ended things was having to walk away with the realization that u would one day forget me and move on .. That was and is my biggest fear now becoming a reality… What am i to do but adapt and face it head on… Guess this means goodbye
… from now until forever…