Dan, I wish I could tell you what I have done. I don’t deserve your love. I jolly well know if I were to confess my sins to you, you would not have forgiven me. I was the one who fabricated two Fb accounts and spread rumors about you and your female classmate. I was really jealous of you staying with some female friends.. You being away for three years, having to stay up late to discuss assignments with them.. How could my thoughts or mind be wild? You would never understand the pain of being the person who has always been waiting in a local country while you were the one who studied abroad..

I was also the one who fabricated another account and spread the truth to others, when I found out that you wanted to pay your senior to do assignment for you.. I understand that your final year would or might possibly be the toughest year.. But I would not want you to do that.. Why would you do the righteous thing? You have fought and struggled through 3 tough and honest years of studies without cheating.. Why can’t you do likewise for the 4th year? Sorry for tarnishing your reputation..

Oh well.. You would never know who the real person behind this.. I wish I could admit it.. I really feel guilty having to do all this.. Would you ever forgive me if I were to confess all these to you? Would you still choose to walk this relationship with me despite of what I have done?

Thank you for loving me.. But I’m sorry for not being able to tell you the truth.. I believe you are likewise hiding stuff from me too.. We love each other too deeply to hurt each other… Gosh.. Who are we?