It’s been a few months since we’ve broken up. If I had the choice, I would hold on but I know you didn’t love me and you deserve someone that will make you feel that. I’ve loved you since the time you listened to me talking about what I was like as a child. I remember that first smile you gave me.
I miss you. I still think of you all the time. I miss hearing your voice, your laugh, your jokes. You’ve been in my dreams a lot lately, and even there I still feel pain. You’re my first true love and I was hoping you’d feel the same but that day never came. I failed to tell you how I feel when I was sure I’ve fallen in love. I did tell you when you left, and I can still remember that blank stare and I knew right then you didn’t feel the same, and that you never will. I miss you. I miss everything about you. I even miss your family, gosh I miss your parents. I love you still, Jeff. I hope you’re well.