I am still hurting. Hurting ever since you decided to remove me completely in your life. Yes I know that there were many things that were bothering you, and “so many things on your plate” as you have said. I just don’t understand how can you just set aside our relationship just like that? How can you just leave me hanging (you told me that we will talk after a week) and then just completely cut me off without any explanations at all. How would I know if I did something wrong? I waited patiently for you to come back. All I wanted to know is if you’re okay. If we’re still okay. But you were being such an asshole. And then what, you’d tell me that I deserve better?! I GUESS I DO. But fuck you, I gave you so many chances to redeem yourself to me. And in the end, you end up being the exact person that you tell your female friends to stay away from.
– you’re not yet financially stable
– you worry too much about everything
– you are always insecure and you just mask it by acting all macho in front of everyone
– you don’t really care about what i feel
– you only took advantage of my kindness
– you are very afraid of commitments
– you are very selfish
My friends were right. I deserve so much better.