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I hope your doing fine, It frustrates me but I had to give it one last shot, chances are if you’re going to read this. We became a couple in short period of time, you are so wonderful person, everything about you took my breath away, I couldn’t help help my self fallen in love with you. for all the late night talks we had. Some sort of music we are compatible to hear and thank you for taking an interest about learning my culture, that day you spoke to me in my language just made me amazed,you learned it on your own.There are something about the way you listened to me that made me feel like I’m the luckiest girl in the world. I should say answered prayer you came to my life.Before my Birthday you send me a gift a suprise gift, it’s very beautiful necklace, I felt crying that time because I never knew you will give me some precious gift.i love it so much.Then one day, you said to me you will have Family Vacation in US for one month I’m slightly sad because of our communication, but you told me it won’t changed, you proved that by sending me videos, pictures of you and your family when your on your trip, I felt like I’m just beside you.Then one day before you end your vacation, you never send me messages I’m worried ,I send you a lot of messages but I didn’t received any reply from you, I tried to call you, your phone is ringing it made me dissapointed that you never answered my call.then you send me message a day after that, you said to me there’s nothing to worry about.After your trip I feel like there is something changed between us, you make distance to me in a certain you just send me little message in a day. After a couple of week you confessed with me, that was my biggest nightmare in my whole life.You told me you cannot wait for me, our long distance relationship is very hard for you.You told me, if we are together I cannot find job in your country as easy, and live for only one salary.You told me we should stop our story, I don’t have future on you, I will find somebody best that you that I can forget you fast ,if we stop it must be easier.I was shocked and scared and cried so much I never expected that you can ever told me all of that words, i seek for an answer for all of you said to me, in all of a sudden you changed your mind, giving up so easily,i tried to call you but you cancelled my calls.i tried my best to give our relationship a second chance because I loved you e even you warned me of what will going to happen in the end. I tried it because I know in my heart you can changed.Then a couple of weeks after our birthday, you opened up again that topic, you said you cannot wait for me?You told me you will left me without regret.i am so depressed what I have done to you to do to me like this, I loved you with all my heart I told you I will respect your decision but I still give our relationship a chance, then after a couple of days, you blackmailed me.its a blackmailed I know it. I get into trapped but I realized it when it’s too late, that’s the reason I am letting you go, that’s enough. You still blamed me in all of what’s happened, you accused me easily, your so mad at me at the point you blocked me on fb, snap, and skype you said many words I cannot take anymore, you disgrace me,You felt like I’m the one who cause our relationship failed when all I do is loving you so much,I still made apologized to you but I told you I will never come back again.I think you doesn’t even love me at first, I’m just a convenient part of your life, your throwed me easily, my heart broken into pieces, I’m so depressed about it.Everyone thinks I’m happy and okay but really I’m just drowning of sorrow.I already forgive you in all that happened but I cannot never forget it, I learned my lesson to never trust and love too much.i hope someday if fate will meet us we will be okay.You will remain in my heart forever.thank you for all the good memories you gave to me I will cherish it. I hope you will find also your true love without your insecurities. we should grow up in our own. Always take care and I wish you all Best. From Your currently ex-Gen