Dear D,
I know you will not be able to read this but i just want to know that im still so madly deeply in love with you..
i just miss you so much to the point where i want to kill my self because it feels like you dont even care anymore and it makes me sad because it looks like you already got over me and im still here crying over you…
Why did you have to leave me ? I seriously cannot live without you … Im not even joking right now…
I just love you so so much… Remember that explosion box i gave you ? Yes I worked so hard on that and i even stayed up just to get that done so that i could give it to you on the right time :”( Sometimes i still wonder if you still have it…
if you still read every single thing i wrote there for you… Yes i still mean every single thing i wrote on that explosion box..
Im hoping that someday you’ll appreciate the things that im doing for you … How did you get over me so fast? Tell me ..
You might not be my first Boyfriend but you are the first one who made me feel so happy and usually i get over them so fast but for you…. it isnt easy to get over you …. and that song by NF that i told you? LET ME DOWN ? whenever i hear it i get so emotional because when i hear it our memories starts clouding my head… it hurts so bad… i hope you can come back because i miss you so damn much … I love you <3