Dear Agustin,
I would like to say that I am sorry that I put you in a situation that you would not understanding and I should have told you about the Asian culture. It is strict and knowing that you’re different than me, I knew that you would not understand about the culture. Yes, I still love you and I wish that we are still together, but we fell in love at the right moment and place, but we did it at the wrong time. I don’t regret dating you at all. I’m still heartbroken about everything that we did together.
I wish that I should have told you that I still love you and I wish we can talk more about our lives and sometimes we should have our own space. You weren’t all over my space, but sometimes, I’m afraid to say “no” and seeing you depress. I don’t want to say that I moved on because I haven’t stop loving you since the day that we met and the first date that we had together. You’re different than all the guys that I dated and you were my first ever boyfriend that I had a serious relationship.
I don’t regret dating you and dating you, made me change for the good. You made me feel special and drinking my problems was not healthy or solve my situation. You made feel love for the first time and knowing that you were the one for me, I thought it would be forever, but it wasn’t reality. Reality shows what its existence of the world instead of the reverie of life.
I hope you are doing well and I do miss you with all of my heart. I hope that you are doing well in life and life can be tough, but you’re stronger than ever! There’s going to be someone that is better than me, but I decided to wait and see what the future holds for me. There’s a book for us that we have written to each other by us, it’s open book, but it is on hold. The only people that can only write in the book are you and me because it only fit two people in one relationship. There’s nothing that we can do, but to wait patiently what the life that the future holds. It is not a farewell letter, it’s a letter about how I feel and I hope what the future holds.
~Sincerely–Summer Tran
**P.S.—Agustin is not his real name.**