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LTME-postToday is the 20th of April. I’m still in despair. I don’t know what to do. I know I already lost you, but still I’m holding on. I’m holding on on something. Perhaps that something is that chance or hope that you might come back to me. Now I’m back here to this random website doing random letters for the 2nd time. I know this is not the best solution for my problem. But at least I know I can take something off my chest here. On the 1st letter I told everyone how much I regret about losing you. Now I want to say to everyone how lucky I am or I was to have you. Having you was an amazing experience, having you brought amazing meaning and color to my life. In times that I was so low and lost, you were there to lift me up. But now you’re gone. In an instant, all our happy memories are gone, perhaps not really in an instant because I know you gave me enough time to prove myself to you. Enough time to correct my mistakes. But again like what I’ve said in my 1st letter on this website, I was too dumb and foolish to realize it all. Anyhow, I just want to tell you again that I love you so much. I love you so much that I would even trade this day from the day that I first met you. I would want to correct all the mistakes that I’ve done. I really do love you so much. I know you are happy know. I have no bad intention. This site is asking my ex’s email I’m not even sure if I have provided it because I’m too drunk too remember. But I’m not too drunk to know that I still love you. Anyhow, If by any chance this random letter from this random site reaches you, I just want you to know that I really love you. Damn I want to see you. Damn I want to hold you. Damn I want to tell you how much i Love you.

3 Comments

  1. A. 6 months ago

    I would like to know if you’re fine and how you doing now, i mean, to forget. i’m hurted. need some support.

  2. secondchances 5 months ago

    Your letter hit home for me the fact that I have been the person to give so many chances to someone to correct the behavior and it never happens.. I commend you for realizing that you wanted to be everything and more for the one you’ve lost because you love them.. when the right person comes around you’ll be a better person for it.

  3. LLN 5 months ago

    You’ll be a better person for the one you were meant for because of this situation. I’ve been in the under appreciated’s shoes and walk them everyday.. I’ve given a million chances to correct the behavior to no avail. You will make someone happy in all they ways that they deserve when the time is right.

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