Dear H,

Sorry for our last conversation. I lost control over myself and shouldn’t’ve done that. But alas, thank you for being honest. Thank you for always honest to me. Remember that night in that noodle place, when I asked you how many girls you date beside me that time? You answered honestly. And that last time, you just did that again.

Your answer was the cruelest yet the kindest thing you’ve ever done to me.

I have realized that I had high hopes for us, but yet it wasn’t meant to be. It was my expectations and yes, you never promised anything. I wil never know if you’re just playing with me all the time, or you’re just being clueless with your feelings. But it’s okay. I’ll be the bigger person here.

I don’t really mean it when I said that you’re wasting my time. I actually should thank you for giving me a lesson of a lifetime. And I really hope that you’ll find someone that can make you happy, understands you better than I am, thus making you the best version of yourself. Perhaps, what I left you is a heart full of prayers.

So this is me saying goodbye. Maybe in another time or another place, we could be friends again. A platonic one, perhaps.

Em.
Ps. I really think you need a CBT – in a good way. Sorry for being honest.