I truly don’t know how to start off this letter, I don’t know if I should start by saying sorry or how I wish you were still mine. After being in love with you for 3 years and finally seeing you with her hurts a lot, But I guess I’ll say how sorry I am, I left you while I was still in love with you but I had I reason I promise, I didn’t love myself at all. I was struggling. I tried to work on myself and I wanted someone to talk to and I wanted it to be you, but you were way to focused on drugs so I didn’t want to bother you cause I knew you were in pain, I couldn’t expect you to deal with my pain and yours. I was always there to hear but you weren’t for me. But now that I feel fully healed you have moved on, I can’t blame you though, you begged for a chance and I said no. I hope you are happy and I will forever love you and I hope it is true that you still love me.