I am sorry my PTSD got in the way. I love you and I wanted you present. You were always there and I thought you did not need to be asked. I know I was cold but my trauma made me fell unworthy. I was scared to touch you because for so long that meant danger. Just know that in my mind I always wanted to hug, kiss and shout your name from the rooftop. Do I love you still? Yes. I know I have options but I just need you.

My question, Would you try it again?