hey B,
thank you for everything. You showed me love. You showed me what unconditional love was, loved every flaw. I was confused why anyone would or could love me but you just did it, unconditionally. I think about you sometimes. Whether i’m in the car and i watch the rain fall and i think about the time we got drunk and you slapped pizza on my breast and we laughed like children. Or when you sat down in the shower in Paris and cried in front of me, asking why I don’t love you. I’m sorry, i wish i could’ve loved you. You deserved so much better. You really did. I love you and maybe in another lifetime? I truly wish a lady comes into your life and makes you feel love and what its supposed to feel like without toxicity or negativity. I’m sure she’ll be the happiest lady in the universe. You are such a caring boyfriend. or were.
I need to grow and find myself before i let somebody love me, because at the moment i don’t know me