hey v, 
long time no talk! it’s okay, it’s been 5 months since we broke each other’s hearts. i feel better and i can accept not spending forever with you. i’m still sorry. i’m happy for you. heard of your accident and i’m sorry i couldn’t be there for you. wishing you healing and happiness from a distance. weird feeling like i don’t recognize you anymore. i am still willing to wear my heart on my sleeve for someone else, however i am a little scared but i can’t help but give all my love or nothing at all. few more months left until i will never have to see you again. 
best,
mer