Compulsion

Compulsion

Compulsion

Hey stranger, I hope you are as happy as you look. I know you will never read this, but it makes me feel better to just have it out there. I do wish I could apologize for every lie I told. I believed that my lying would keep you from moving on. Of course that would never work, no matter what the circumstances were. There is something about you that I love. I don’t even want to date you anymore. It is just a pure desire to be in your life. To be able to see your ridiculous snapchat stories and hear your voice. I remember every little thing about you, besides your voice. Our slightly awkward Facetimes, snapping each other the bird, my cringe singing/dancing videos, and of course you.

I regret treating you so terribly before you left. I should have just accepted the fact that we were done for and let you be happy. I can tell you are happier without me, and I am so proud of you. Back then I was selfish, as we all are in some ways. I met a girl who was like the moon, part of you was always hidden away. I never knew you entirely, but I always wanted to. You are so incredibly beautiful, and I don’t mean that in the physical aspect. Your confidence, elegance, friendliness, just all of you is just so inspiring to me. Well I wish you success in your career. I hope one day you meet the person who makes you the happiest, healthiest version of yourself. Take care and dance your heart away love. <3

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