It’s all a blur

It’s all a blur

It’s all a blur


I am writing to you via this website on Valentine’s Day of 2023 because I do not want to disturb your peace. Beyond those reasons, I am a woman with pride because after several attempts of trying to get you back, you have always denied me. So now I would like to say everything here despite already saying half of it.

I miss the old you. Yes, I have been very neglectful these past few months, and I was well aware that you have always chosen me above anything and anyone else, which, although is toxic, what I loved the most about you. I am just realizing that now, because now that you are out and about, being reckless and all that, I looked back and came to realize that you loved me endlessly. How I wish I could turn back time to treat you better, if not love you more than you loved me.

But now, it’s all a blur. After dumping me, you had doubts, but you said you don’t know what you want or if you’ll ever be a good boyfriend to me again. I didn’t really know what that meant, but if that would be the case, then I guess this is really goodbye. 

I am willing to try for you Kyle. I really am. But if you don’t want anything to do with me regarding our romantic relationship anymore, I will respect that. 

I will let you go.



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