I never got to tell you how much of a positive impact you had on me… that you made me want to live life the way I wanted to. That having professionalism in your job is respected. That quiet strength shines the brightest.
Thank you for your emotions, your time, your efforts and you. These are all bits and pieces in my life now, and they used to hurt … and they don’t (hurt) so much now. I tried to guess how you felt, and I guess if you felt the least bit sad I would’ve gained at least some form of pride back. But thinking about it now, I don’t think you would’ve, and if you did, it doesn’t matter anymore.
I hope you found closure, like Im am now, even if its going to be years later. I do hope that some day down the road, we somehow cross paths again for a short moment, just to share and exchange some laughter about how these things added up to the bigger picture. Because life is about being happy and growing, to reflect on disagreements, negative emotions and use them to help get ourselves where we want to be.
I wish you all the very best G, in your career, love life and just life in general. If we never meet again, it’s just fated like that I guess.
I’m Sorry and I loved you.