I miss you a lot, and if you could never see that then I guess I have to accept it. I loved you dearly, you were the only man I ever loved and I guess you will always be the only one, we could’ve made things work but i’m guessing you love your freedom and the thought of hooking up with different people. yes we argue a lot because I want your time and attention, its the little things that matter.

I hope you treating them well, and going over and above for them. As long as you happy, I am happy for you. I guess we will never be again, as many wont approve of us and you will never stand up for me. I pray for you daily because I want the best for you and even though you never pray for me, I am better than you are.

Goodbye, The pain in my heart is hurting still but thats how it is when you really loved someone. I guess for you it is easy as you don’t know the value of love.
I will become very selfish with a lot of things going forward as being good and open to you never got me anywhere it got me used. Nonetheless enjoy your festive and all your hookups, goodbye.