I just want to wake up.  Wake up from knowing that someone else is living my life.  Yes, I’m fine.  That’s what I tell everyone and that’s how I act – fine.  My life is so different but yours is the same.  You just swapped me out for someone new.  You do the things that we always did.  You go to the places we always went.  You have the friends we always had.  The promises you made – and broke – are the promises you are making with her.  She is now living my life.  It’s been three years and today hurts as bad as the day that I found out about her.  When will I wake up.