Wow , it’s only been 3 weeks since we last spoke and yesterday felt like day one all over again. I hate this for you , I hate this for me , I hate this for us. Sometimes I think we could have never worked and sometimes I think we are the best thing for each other . The past couple of years have been rough for us but I still loved you more than anything in the world . I cry for you  , I crave  you , I still love you and if given the chance I would still choose you.