First love, first kiss, first person to cuddle with.I think about you 25/7,I think about the fact that I just left without no good reason.you made me feel loved sometimes.I regret sending you the notes EVERY single day cause I can’t believe I did that to someone I claimed to love. I hope you are happy, I really do.I see your posts a lot you look ok but then again you were always good at hiding stuff.I shouldn’t have ever left.I wish I could take it all back all the unnecessary fights I’d start up, irrelevant questions just because I was insecure. I’m scared that I won’t find my soulmate again because I already did and lost you.I’ll be getting a ‘J’ tattoo soon and a date for our special day at least it was special to me. Please take care of yourself you will Forever mean the world to me