Graham, you where a man of dignity, you had values and morals, you where a great father, loyal, funny, smart, manly, everything I wanted and more. But today you are a everything you said you’d never be. I feel sorry for you. For loosing the man you could have been. You chose a life that can never fully allow to reach your full potential because the life you chose will never satisfy you. You will never pay enough, travel enough, have enough sex. They will never ever meet your needs. Because what I offered you was someone who truly believed in you. I offered you love only like no one else can fulfill. Love cannot be bought or found in a local bar. I know you’ll return but today I’m abandoning this ship. Please forgive me, I gave up because you wanted me too.