Hey Sul
Christmas is right behind the corner and i’m starting to remember what happened exactly one year ago. Until now, it’s been almost 8 months since i don’t hear from you, and i’m almost sure that at this point, i wouldn’t even able to recognize the sound of your voice… I wish you could read those words, but i know that it would be pointless and frustrating as i know you wouldn’t say a word about it. During these months many things have changed but some stayed still. I’ve been talking with other people and tried to keep myself as busy as i could. This is what people suggest you to do when you need to forget about someone. i believe you’re not wondering if it worked or not, as i’m here writing a letter you’ll never know about. Well, honestly, it did work, but rembering that last year, in less than 2 weeks i was going to spend those lovely days with you make realizing how hard i wish i could go back in time, just to still have the chance to hold you again.We were not good for each other, and somehow i regret not trusting you when i should have…. but most of all i regret not leaving you when i saw those messages. I don’t know if i still miss you or if i still love you, but what i’m sure about is that right now, while writing those words, i’d give anything to be there with you again, just to hold you and never let you go unless when the right moment will come. But i guess there’s nothing right in this. To love each other even when we hate each other. That’s the promise, saa7?