Dear Jeffrey,
It’s been a few months since we’ve broken up. If I had the choice, I would hold on but I know you didn’t love me and you deserve someone that will make you feel that. I’ve loved you since the time you listened to me talking about what I was like as a child. I remember that first smile you gave me.
I miss you. I still think of you all the time. I miss hearing your voice, your laugh, your jokes. You’ve been in my dreams a lot lately, and even there I still feel pain. You’re my first true love and I was hoping you’d feel the same but that day never came. I failed to tell you how I feel when I was sure I’ve fallen in love. I did tell you when you left, and I can still remember that blank stare and I knew right then you didn’t feel the same, and that you never will. I miss you. I miss everything about you. I even miss your family, gosh I miss your parents. I love you still, Jeff. I hope you’re well.
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😢😢 tears in my eyes, till they are swollen. why did I ever allow myself to fall in love with you? but how would I ever have known that there would come to this point? I’m absolutely broken inside. how do we reverse this feeling just for a minute for you to feel how I feel right now and see if you would make it alive. I still love you!! and it would crash me inside to see you with another girl or to hear that you have moved on. I don’t wanna know! I don’t want to hear about it! why did I ever meet you? if I had a way to rewrite my history I wouldn’t include you in it coz i would have preferred not to feel this way. we used to be so much in love I still don’t know how we screwed that up. I can’t believe you didn’t fight harder for me. it hurts so bad. the kind of pain i wouldn’t wish on anyone. but i want you back! I just want you back! please don’t move on. coz I still love you😢
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This is so touching
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Honestly, when I think of my ex, I still have apart of my heart loving him still because of all the memories that he and I shared. But when it comes down to the fact of real life, I wouldn’t change the way things panned out. Because I am no longer with him, I have four beautiful amazing children and I am married to the love of my life. That first love will always hold apart of me and I him in reverse, but that’s what happens in life when you involve yourself with someone else. Yes, you may think that when you’re thinking of them that you miss them, when really that’s not the case! You are missing the times that you shared with that person wandering if you’re going to get to experience the same things with someone else or with the person that you have now. It’s not missing the past relationship, it’s missing the past events in your life with that person. There’s nothing wrong with that, as long as that is how you proceed to think on life. I myself wish that I could do the things that I used to but I take into mind that I am a full-time mother of four, and if I did partake in those events now that I know for a fact that I wouldn’t have my kids at all! Or I would be the most selfish mother in the world, well maybe not that bad but close to it. Keep the first love in the past because Girl you fill find the person for you they might not be perfect but they’ll be perfect for you. Don’t think about what you lost so much, as to what you will gain if you keep moving forward. Good Luck!!!!
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