I see you every day at school and we even have a class together. I see you and only feel guilty for what I put you through. I lied, I cheated, I didn’t appreciate you enough. You went above and beyond for me but yet I just let you slip away. You left me because you’ve had enough. Now that I think about it, I totally understand. Now that you’re gone, I really realize that I did you so wrong. I can’t go back and change what I did but still… I now have someone else who really makes me happy but I always find myself looking for you in him. I miss everything about you. We’ve been talking a lot more and you always ask me about him so I don’t know what you’re trying to do. I would do anything to get you back. I would drop anyone or anything.. I miss you so damn much. I should probably be appreciating the time we’ve been talking but I want more. I know it’s super selfish, but I hate reminiscing on the times we used to share together. It kills me. I love you. The man who was my first love… forever and always.