Just want to say sorry

Thanks for the memories

Thanks for the memories 150 150 Letter To My Ex

Dear Ms. Kitty,

First of all, let me apologize if I was mean when I wrote you last, I was angry, but no more. I could be angry, but I’m not. I live with a heavy heart because even knowing you handled things the wrong way ultimately the fault is mine. i know what i did and though i didn’t fault to what would be many peoples opinions i know how i was and how hard a relationship was with me.

1. I did drugs

2. i was a sarcastic asshole

3. i didnt give you enough attention

4. i got fat

5. i was controlling

6. i joined the marines.

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To my first love who I still love

To my first love who I still love 150 150 Letter To My Ex

To my first love,

The summer of 2011 was where it all began. It was that one night in Augest. We were laying down, looking up at the stars and across the sky flashed a shooting star. With your hand in mind I wished to be yours forever (and you wished the same).

Fast forward 3 months to the night I confessed my love to you. The 10 months following were undoubtfully the best months of my life. From the afternoons at your fathers, laying in bed listening to you play your bass guitar, to the late nights at my mothers tangled in blankets together whispering and giggling about everything and anything… And the lazy days we spent in our PJ’s cooking, watching films and kissing. I could reminisce about these memories forever… And it is a daily struggle not to.

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I wish it never happened

I wish it never happened 150 150 Letter To My Ex

Dear Madison,

The date today Is 7/15/2013. I started to think about you again. The 13th recently passed…It would have been our 6 months together. Forgot about It. I wondered If you remembered. We haven’t talked in what feels like forever. You seem to be doing better without me, I on the other hand am doing okay. I’ve moved on and I no longer have feelings for you but I still think about you a lot. It’s too late to tell you how much I’m sorry for everything…Everything I did, Everything I said. Just everything.

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You’re a jerk but I can’t move on

You’re a jerk but I can’t move on 150 150 Letter To My Ex

It’s like John Mayer situation you know, I know you’re a jerk but I still like you.

Even after 2 years we both know that we can’t move on even if we dated different people. It just don’t feel the same, isn’t it?

I wish I accept you when you apologise but it’s too late!

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Hurting

Hurting 150 150 Letter To My Ex

You hurt me. You gave me thoughts that we would get married, move to your home country… you introduced me to your friends, I talked to your father on the phone. You gave me entrance like I meant something. But you didn’t give me what I needed – consistency and commitment. Then I found the text. You stopped responding to texts and calls.

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Somehow I found a way to get lost in you

Somehow I found a way to get lost in you 150 150 Letter To My Ex

A,
It’s been 2 years. 11 months and 29 days since that dreadful day when you told me we should take a break. I’m sure you don’t remember the date and the time but I do.

We dated for 9 months and sometimes for me it felt like all my life. In retrospect I guess you could say it was practically all my life since I’ve loved you. I loved you from the first time I met you when I was in grade 5 and you were climbing on the monkey bars and I was just sitting there on the steps. I know it’s odd to say love when in reality I was only 10 but from that day on I never went a day without thinking of you. Ten years later, I’m still sitting here. Wanting to go find you and tell you about how many things are going on in my life, because you were the only one that actually made me laugh and smile when I thought I couldn’t anymore.

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Regrets, mistakes, betrayal, loss, loved, love!

Regrets, mistakes, betrayal, loss, loved, love! 150 150 Letter To My Ex

I remember sitting there every night, wishing things would get better with us… Wishing we still Had what we first had… Knowing I still loved you Knowing I would always be there for you… Thinking we had all the time in the world… But it was cut short… The life we had together all the sudden ended… Everything I thought was true was not… I lost my self in that moment.. I felt like A terrible person…. Everything I once imagined in my head of our life together all the sudden ended and would never be again. I knew that we weren’t going to last in that place and time but I thought that, that was only in that moment of time… I never thought I’d lose you forever.

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I am sorry…

I am sorry… 150 150 Letter To My Ex

ssebo,

Am sorry I was not perfect enough for you, am sorry I agreed to be your wife, am sorry I kept silent to protect you, am sorry I cried alone, am sorry I believed in you even when I should not have, am sorry I fell in love you with you, am sorry I wanted you to love me back, am sorry that I put your life before mine, and am so sorry that I took on the insults from everyone else, am sorry that I let you have your way with me… my wish for you remains a great life take care of yourself…

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Hangs my head

Hangs my head 150 150 Letter To My Ex

I tried so hard to get you to understand me.  I spent hours and hours talking and listening and trying to understand and learn and I really thought that you got it.  When all the shit hit the fan, I had no more energy to pour into debate with you.  You are right about my shortcomings… the way I communicate or lack thereof.  But I didn’t have anything left to give.  I think we met at a bad time and rushed into things I wasn’t ready for.  You are still loved and missed daily.  I miss your intelligence and our talks.  I miss laying in your arms.  I hope you are able to find someone who can be what you need and what I was not able to be.  I wish it could have been me.

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Forgive me

Forgive me 150 150 Letter To My Ex

Dear NS,

You refuse to talk to me or to give me your forgiveness and that hurts so much. I’m sorry the walls around my heart were too hard to break, I’m sorry I couldn’t let you in, I didn’t even know how. You are/were the first man to love me unconditionally and treat me so well and I couldn’t / was unable to give you that love back.

I explained earlier part of the reasons for that, but the whole truth is I was scared to let go, to risk getting hurt. I thought you deserved better than me and I pushed you away and into the arms of another woman. I know you say it took too long for me to realise my true feelings for you and to ask you to give me another chance, but it wouldn’t have mattered if I’d called you only a day or a week later, because you were with her, you gave me no time to miss you or for you to miss me – she was your second choice, your back up plan and there was never a time where I could have begged you to come back to me.

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