Still here missing you

Still here missing you

Still here missing you

I can’t believe it’s been almost 2 years since I called you mine. We were only 17 and stupid. I miss you still. Us hooking up isn’t enough for me. Since I lost our baby after we broke up I feel empty. We could have had a life together, but now you hate me. I’m sorry I was depressed and suicidal. I should never have put that on you. I love you. Forever, I promise. That hasn’t changed. If I could take all the fights back I would. I wish I hadn’t been so jealous and I wish I could have given you the space you needed. I miss your kisses. I miss your smile. I can’t even remember the sound of your heart anymore and that kills me. Come back to me. Please?

2 Comments

  1. admin 12 years ago

    Darling… you are too young to be feeling this distraught… I understand losing a baby at such an early age is very difficult… but I just want to say… please look at the bigger picture. Think of yourself as a citizen of the world! Go forth and discover it! Maybe… Move to a different area in your city, go and work in a resort (eg. Hamilton Island), go overseas or move to a different city…. just change things up for 6 months or so and see what happens… Choose your own adventure…. Once you’ve done that… THEN… call your ex and see how you feel about him. I bet you will have moved on.
    Trust me on this one. Best of luck to you…. xx

  2. Helene 10 years ago

    Please listen to her let me tell you I was in my 30’s when I fell in love with a man who still holds my life in his hands I am 60 now and my heart has never stopped being hurt he lives in my life I live prey to die everyday without him for I have nothing left to fight myself with. I will never know the feeling of being love or trusting in anyone again. Sweetie run run as fast as you can.

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