its been about five to six years now . is it crazy that i’m still deeply in love with you ? is it crazy that I still think about you day & night ? you were my first love & till this day my only love . sometimes late at night while i’m all alone with my thoughts I stare blankly at the sky & wish that I would have met you now , now that we’re both older & smarter & more mature . I feel that god put you in my life to soon , we were young & stupid , although we were deeply in love it wasn’t enough not because the love wasn’t there , but because we were still trying to figure ourselves out as a person . we got caught up in nonsense and slid apart from each other . I wonder if you ever think of me or if I ever cross your mind just for a second . i know you’ve moved on and i’m just hurting myself by thinking of you but I can’t help it , this beyond me , its stronger then me . i still have a little piece of hope that maybe someday you’ll call & we’ll rekindle the fire that was once there . I love you .
i wish we would have met now instead of when we were young + immature