Hello ex
This letter will be my final and last one to tell you why I stayed with you all this months despite your hideous attitude. I want you to understand how much I’ve hated you and I can’t even face you to tell you in person or phone call. I know you’re very fond of hanging up on me every time I try to explain my anger towards you despite you calling me for pity. I feel so stupid for all the things that I did for you. Looking back right now surely it was bad experience with a great lesson; you thought me how to be patient with crazy people. Despite all the lies and betrayal I still believed in you but to be honest I never truly loved you, You were just my “replacement” ( I don’t know if that a good word) for loneliness, desperation ,attention and love( remember I’m cancer). At first you gave me all, I was happy and I started to like you, I wanted to move out by my self and you offered it …so long story short here comes the day I forgive all the shit you put me trough. The only reason I’ve done it was to prove my family that you love me and was embraced too admit you don’t. Any who you don’t love anyone or me but yourself so pitiful no wonder your ex left you despite having a kid, I know your angry and probably insulting me right now( your very predictable) but that’s the truth. You thought that I was so in love with you that I won’t leave alone but you wrong I don’t , never did, never will cause I sensed who you were form distance but I went along with it anyway because at that time I was going through a lot of emotional hardship plus you were at my ass. But thank you for the nice gift (flowers, clothing etc..) you gave me , that was very nice of you, thank you for all the good and bad time you & I have spent , you truly made me happy either way. Let me tell you how you were and hopefully you change it for future lover
– Your pitfall facade (nice at fist and show your true color later)
– Never give compliment but complain like a bitch about anything
– For God sake when someone point out your wrong doing rather than getting angry just accept it they tell cause the love you (unlike your fake friends you adore)
– You luck communication I felt like I was leaving with a barbaric man who always yell for little things. You have no respect what so ever
– you luck empathy, forgiveness and your full of your self
I hope this gets in your heart and change who your are for better, but I must warn you please stay from me and my family, I will take legal action if you try to do anything and you know how supportive my family are( they don’t like u at all). I have no desire to be with you( i’ve met someone), go live your life as you wish, and also I forgot… you did not come here for me, you did it because you had no choice, 400$ with electric and 739$ with rent you could not afford it and your “ buddy” and john could not help you either. So back to here right lol. Karma is a bitch.
Good luck ex
may your life be filled with misery