First off let me start by telling you boys I love you. What I wish I could tell you boys and your dad is that I miss every second of my life when I was with you. From sneaking in the house when you boys were sleeping to my shorty telling me I couldn’t go to work because he wanted me to run through the sprinklers with him. I miss hearing shortys voice yelling for us to wake up in the morning. I know it used to bug me but now that I can no longer hear it I miss it like crazy. I miss hearing their laughs when we would wrestle. I miss the first moment that your oldest leaned on me. I felt like a true mother. I miss the moment when shorty crawled in bed with me and made me scratch his back. Don’t get me wrong I do miss you. But I definitely miss being a mom more than anything. With that being said please wait to introduce the boys to the new girls in your life.