I know it’s unexpected to even be hearing from Me even after all this time (no I don’t want you either) I still think of how I treated you and how horrible I was so I have to get this off my chest I recently heard about you making a Blog no I’m not mad at you or am I holding any sort of Grudge towards you as a matter of fact I’m here to praise you when I first met you I thought you were an amazing person you were quiet you were shy and you didn’t talk as much maybe that was around me I don’t know but anyway after reading a few of your blogs it’s clear to me that you don’t understand my side of the story so here I go when I first got with you I had just left out of a serious relationship her name was Danielle she was a very special kind of girl she was a little older than me but she still put up with me and wanted to date me see I was pretty horrible in that relationship too I said some hurtful things to her and our relationship ended fast forward a month later I ended up meeting you I was so surprised when I first met you how gentle you are how affectionate you were and how every time you would talk you would have this sweet tone of voice I love everything about you but unfortunately I was young and dumb I was easily influenced by my peers around me andi let people get in the way of our relationship and how I felt about you I know I made you sad I know I made you hurt I know you you’re probably not even thinking about it anymore but I am and I know what I did wrong so what is exactly is my reason for sending you this message? Im doing this for myself Did I love you yes? Did I know how at the time? No . I know you’ve moved on and so have I its been a year since we’ve talked and it seemed like you always lead me on afterwards trying to hurt me as I did you I don’t blame you for it I would’ve done the same. In August we usually wish each other a happy birthday this year you didn’t do it for me even though I knew you remembered and I told you happy birthday as a way to let you know I still cared obviously it flopped and you didn’t budge (Leo pride I know) im finally letting you go it took me so long but I’m finally over it and at peace with it you may not care you may not even read this letter but if by some chance you do please understand I was young I was 18 it was 6 years ago and I’m still thinking but I’m at peace now I hope you and your mom are doing well this will be the last time you hear from me so don’t expect anything afterwards I’d love for you to respond but that Leo pride is strong so I wish you the best of luck in all your future relationships we may bump into each other again one day with our children and families who knows?