It’s hard for me not to think about you day in and day out. It’s hard for me not to think about you when i’m laying in bed trying to sleep and you come to my mind. It’s so hard to breathe sometimes. The day I met you I thought you would be my forever. I thought this was going to last a lifetime. I thought everything to be honest. We made promises to each other to always stay by each others side and never give up. But, those promises got broken. Suddenly, we started to drift. We drifted away like a sailboat in a blistering storm, and I knew nothing could make it better. I tried and I tried to get you to listen and to keep going, but you just gave up. You gave up and told me you didn’t love me anymore. I came to find out the day after you left, you got together with the one girl you told me you’d never date because you knew how I felt about her. You knew how it would hurt me, but you did it anyways. To this day, I still don’t understand what happened, I don’t understand how you could leave me so broken and not care. It will take weeks, even months, to get over you. It will take a lot of tears and tissues, but I will eventually get over you. Maybe not now, but in the future i’ll be happy, and ill be the Mariah everyone once knew.