“DID YOU HONESTLY LOVE ME?” that’s the only question i was able to ask you when we talked after 4 months of being apart. though I had lists of questions running through my head every night i go to sleep or when i was alone, like why did you leave me? why did you hurt me?things i ask myself over and over again. but when we talked, i was taken aback. I was a coward, i thought. Maybe i was afraid of knowing the truth. maybe it would hurt me to accept your reasons. but no. I realized i i did ask you the right thing. i asked what the thing that matters the most. whether the love you showed me was infact real, sincere. that was more important for me than anything else. No hurt nor pain could make me forget all the beautiful things we’ve shared. although i know we’ve had more down’s than up’s, i wanted to keep the happy ones in my heart. You’ve made me feel so many things that i didn’t even know existed, you opened my eyes to the romantic reality, it helped me believe that love is still true, even to the point of letting go.