Well, i think this letter has been far over due vanessa f. I never imagined my life being in chains by your curse. I once had a spell, on women, on people, on myself. I have left you to commit many sins. On one occassion i rememember leaving to mexico to cheat on you!!!!! We don’t talk anymore. So getting this off my chest is a step forward to me healing. I have money and can go anywhere I choose to. I won’t be staying in this city. Everything reminds me of you. It sickens me. i have already found the push and drive i think needed to pursue my fond of women companionship. It really did suck-pavement ashes being your companion. I am already in another state, city, zip code if you ever get a chance to read this. I thank you for many fun times we spent. I think i can slowly but surely put you to rest in my head. One less blue man. Im blu, da bee da ba die I really do hope the best for you.